The distance hurts.Its creepy sometimes.There's someone you adore and you want to be close to him everyday,every second and every single moment and you can't.Hurts.You yearn for his touch,his hug and you don't get it.Hurts.I always thought the prolonged yearn for someone is superficial.It ain't that.Its bloody well deep.And it hurts.
So when you're all alone with the phone in your hand waiting for him to text,you think.Of a possible reality.What could have been had he been here,next to you.What would it be like,when he'll actually be next to you.You think.And then you miss him more.You talk to him till your eyes close and you want to talk to him as soon as your eyes open.The craving is deep.You smile because you're so happy that he's with you.You cry because you miss his physical presence.He makes you laugh because he can't see you sad for a second.He cries,because amidst the smiles,he has a heart that misses you crazy too.You miss him,he assures you he'll be there for you soon.He misses you,you do the assuring.
Every night,as I lie down on my bed,you're the person I think about.Your the person I want to be with.Your the person I want to snuggle close to.Its hard,very hard.
But then you make it easy.You turn out as the awesomest person to have ever been in my life,that I cannot help but wonder,that if it ain't you,its no one else.
There's this effect he has on me,every time we talk,that leaves me drooling over him.He leaves me mushy eyed.And the world seems a more brighter place to look at.
*Sigh*.Things wouldn't have been the same without you.I wouldn't have been the same without you.And I like the present me.So,I guess..this is what it has to be. ♥
Do you think it's fictional ? No! IT IS NOT! It is the harsh reality of being in love..and specially the long distance relationships !
ReplyDeleteits fictional..because it seems so.Its as real as it can get.
ReplyDeletewow ..yaar. u depicted the feelings so aptly. there r times when we yearn like sooooo much for our soulmate !! :-((((
ReplyDeleteits beautiful..
ReplyDeletewas that fictional?but it was portrayed so nicely....
the feeling of missing someone badly and Yearning to be in their arms..truly hurts...
you spoke my heart out here :) i feel the exact same way. exact same way.
ReplyDelete@CATGIRL..thankyou.I know,sometimes,its too difficult to take.
ReplyDelete@Nikita..its fictional..coz its all in the heart.But the pain is effing real. :(
ReplyDelete@Crazy Diamond..long distance hurts.
ReplyDeleteThe way you wrote it, whether it's in your mind or heart, it can't be fictional. Long distance relationships are crazy. I would know; I've been in one!
ReplyDeleteYour writing is so vivid. Brings to life your emotions and gives them a brilliantly colourful image.
@D2..thanks so much.emotions are way too real,so the picture.
ReplyDeletethanks for visiting.
i felt like i was reading about myself. seriously, could relate to every single word!
ReplyDeletebeautifully written, Meher.
And I really like your name.. :)
@Mehak..thankyou so much.means a lot.
ReplyDeleteHmm, true, feels good to have The One, for whose touch we would die for, for whose wounds, we'd cry for, for whom we'd change the world, for whom we would change ourselves, because that person is the one who makes it easier to Be.
ReplyDeleteNice write,
Blasphemous Aesthete
@Anonymous someone.Feels good if you'd gladly change for someone.
ReplyDeleteThanks for visiting.
BEAUTIFUL
ReplyDelete@STRAWBERRY...Thankyou.
ReplyDeleteoh my! i loved this post...*sigh*...
ReplyDelete@mouli...thanks..!! :))
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