Monday, July 5, 2010

Fictional reality


The distance hurts.Its creepy sometimes.There's someone you adore and you want to be close to him everyday,every second and every single moment and you can't.Hurts.You yearn for his touch,his hug and you don't get it.Hurts.I always thought the prolonged yearn for someone is superficial.It ain't that.Its bloody well deep.And it hurts.
So when you're all alone with the phone in your hand waiting for him to text,you think.Of a possible reality.What could have been had he been here,next to you.What would it be like,when he'll actually be next to you.You think.And then you miss him more.You talk to him till your eyes close and you want to talk to him as soon as your eyes open.The craving is deep.You smile because you're so happy that he's with you.You cry because you miss his physical presence.He makes you laugh because he can't see you sad for a second.He cries,because amidst the smiles,he has a heart that misses you crazy too.You miss him,he assures you he'll be there for you soon.He misses you,you do the assuring.
Every night,as I lie down on my bed,you're the person I think about.Your the person I want to be with.Your the person I want to snuggle close to.Its hard,very hard.
But then you make it easy.You turn out as the awesomest person to have ever been in my life,that I cannot help but wonder,that if it ain't you,its no one else.
There's this effect he has on me,every time we talk,that leaves me drooling over him.He leaves me mushy eyed.And the world seems a more brighter place to look at.
*Sigh*.
Things wouldn't have been the same without you.I wouldn't have been the same without you.And I like the present me.So,I guess..this is what it has to be. ♥

18 comments:

Arundhati Chatterjee said...

Do you think it's fictional ? No! IT IS NOT! It is the harsh reality of being in love..and specially the long distance relationships !

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

its fictional..because it seems so.Its as real as it can get.

CATGIRL said...

wow ..yaar. u depicted the feelings so aptly. there r times when we yearn like sooooo much for our soulmate !! :-((((

Nikita said...

its beautiful..
was that fictional?but it was portrayed so nicely....
the feeling of missing someone badly and Yearning to be in their arms..truly hurts...

♦ Crazy Diamond ♦ said...

you spoke my heart out here :) i feel the exact same way. exact same way.

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@CATGIRL..thankyou.I know,sometimes,its too difficult to take.

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@Nikita..its fictional..coz its all in the heart.But the pain is effing real. :(

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@Crazy Diamond..long distance hurts.

D2 said...

The way you wrote it, whether it's in your mind or heart, it can't be fictional. Long distance relationships are crazy. I would know; I've been in one!
Your writing is so vivid. Brings to life your emotions and gives them a brilliantly colourful image.

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@D2..thanks so much.emotions are way too real,so the picture.
thanks for visiting.

Mehak said...

i felt like i was reading about myself. seriously, could relate to every single word!
beautifully written, Meher.
And I really like your name.. :)

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@Mehak..thankyou so much.means a lot.

Anonymous Someone said...

Hmm, true, feels good to have The One, for whose touch we would die for, for whose wounds, we'd cry for, for whom we'd change the world, for whom we would change ourselves, because that person is the one who makes it easier to Be.

Nice write,
Blasphemous Aesthete

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@Anonymous someone.Feels good if you'd gladly change for someone.
Thanks for visiting.

♥ ♥ Strawberry ♥ ♥ said...

BEAUTIFUL

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@STRAWBERRY...Thankyou.

mou said...

oh my! i loved this post...*sigh*...

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@mouli...thanks..!! :))