Monday, July 26, 2010

I'm a bitch,yeah.not kiddin'

Yeah,so allright.This is a phase and I fucking know that.I'm amiable vaise toh,trust me.
But then,there are these moments,the loony ones,where I get all irritable.The writer's block comes over me,I dont write(I can't,rather) and I reply in monosyllables,majorly i choose not to reply.So you'd know how irritating it would be for people who have to deal with me then.
Especially S,I think I drive him supa crazy and insane,though he dosen't utter a single word against me.That's the thing with him.He wouldn't say a single word that might sadden me in any way.He's a sweetheart,and I know that.When I'd be going through these phases,he'd be the sweetest possible.He's all awwness,and I :heart: him.
So,here is his,being his warmest self to me and I reply in monosyllables.I hate it.I don't wan't to do it.Yeah,I can be such a despicable person.But then he manages to say the awesomest things ever said,and makes me smile again.If I'm still sour,he'd even sing me a song.Yeah,he's that awesome.He's miles away,but he'd go down on his kness just to make me smile.
I hope that someday,Id be good enough to deserve everything good that he is.Someday,maybe I will.
I love you,S.


Sourav said...

Stop thinking! There is a bitch in every girl, and probably you are the cutest of 'em all! And you deserve and have the best. :)

nikita said...

hey baby,
why that sad thought?
you desreve him that's why you have him..

and Saurav,if there is a bitch in every gal,then all men are dogs.Why are you constructing this image of gals in your mind..they are not that bad..

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@sourav...yeah you're kinda right,like there is a bitch in every girl,there's a dog in every guy.
and am I the cutest..??aww,thanks.

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...,he's just so awesome,I feel so good and overwhelmed to have him.
and to think of it,Sourav ain't all that wrong na.

Dipti said...

i know how overwhelming it feels with all the love of that one person you love the most

hold him tight

we all go through these stupid phases time n again

Meher....all out to explore..!! said... holding onto him supa tight.

♥ ♥Duchess ♥ ♥ said...

o hello madame..
is this bitchy?
this is known as moody..or irritated..
cuz i can relate..and m not a bitch :((((((((((((

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

@Duchess..I know,its a mood,but I feel bitchy coz he's all sugary sweet,and am sort of rude.