Thursday, January 12, 2012

Caressing my wounds,
negotiating emotions,
missing you a little more,
and crying a little less,
'cause you see tears cease to fall,
as the pain augments,
and the insides hurt,
loneliness is all there is to appreciate,
and talk to.
Gaping emptiness,
notwithstanding,
one wonders,
if life could be a lollipop,
sugary sweet and nice,
simple.
And as my smoke
takes its twirls,
and loses itself in the fog,
I can't help but fall,
into the abyss of grief,
where little children
seek my company,
as imaginary as joy.
I let you go,
as you grew from a loving boy,
to a strange man,
stranger than unknown,
I let you go, my darling,
not realising,
that pain is all that will be.
And as I fall,
with counterfeiting tears,
and worthless living,
I finally see where I stand.

4 comments:

Eon Heath said...

Hey, Hi
its true, words speak...
:)
take care..

Eon..

Soumi said...

And I finally realize,you weren't worth holding on to in the first place.Stupid heart and the silly things it does...*Sigh*

Raniyal Niyada said...

Sometimes, when the pain of holding on greater than giving up then its better to give up.. :) trust me u'll fell good after that .. :)

personal experience u see :P

take care

niya
niya101.blogspot.com

Shruti Carol said...

Meher,
This is my first visit and I haven't read enough of you yet. But I wanted to comment on this one. I see the pain in the last 11 lines.. can I say I felt it for a second? The strange man wasn't worth a stand or may be he was never destined to be forever? Life definietly has a lot to offer! Faith is the word :) Hugs

Shruti
Mysugarlesstyle.blogspot.com