Friday, December 10, 2010

letting go.

"You know, how much it matters, when you're friends give you away?"

"Ofcourse, I do. I care."

"like fuck, you do."

"I swear, Meher, I'm sorry. I had reasons."

"Fuck your reasons, and fuck you. I"ve don't want any of it."

Its weird how we set yardsticks for people. We expect them to be either this or that. Its weirder, when we do that for people we love. We just cannot imagine ignorance on their part. Everybody has a chosen few, the ones closest to them, and we do not and cannot expect them to give us away, and ignore our feelings. As friends,we do take each other for granted, but there's a limit for everything, and if on one of those days, when you expect a little too much from them, and nothing turns out the way you'd want it too, it creates a void.
I had a best friend. He meant so much, until he decided to spoil things himself. We're friends, yes. I could never stop talking to him. Never. Its hard to imagine. But like I said, certain things create a void. And that is something you cannot let go. As much as you get back to how close you were, things would never be the same.
S thinks,that I'm a good friend. He knows, coz we're great friends. Actually, he's my best friend, coz there's nothing hidden there.There isn't room for misunderstandings, coz everything's out in the open, bare. I can always talk to him, about the craziest shit in the world. Its so buddy like,when we make fun of each other. Sometimes, the mush can wait.

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9 comments:

R said...

Friends are like siblings I guess. No matter what the misunderstandings, fights and all that, in time we always bounce back.

Alpha Za said...

atleast you get to choose your friends. Family, no such luxury.

cherish the good times with the ones you choose to love.

nitwit said...

yes it hppens sometymes the most deaest ones hurt us most

Sourav C. Pandey said...

At times, letting go is the only way!

And yes mush is not necessary always too :)

Blasphemous Aesthete said...

its just a phase, a winter. Then, spring begins again. Have faith, voids don't fill easily once they are created, but the gaps can still be narrowed, if not bridged.
All the best.

Cheers
Blasphemous Aesthete

Meher S B said...

@ R sure.but sometimes, in the head, it feels impossible to bounce back

@Alpha Za wish we had luxury in choosing everything we liked. The world would be a nicer place.

@nitwit yes, coz only the dear ones enjoy the luxury of hurting us.

Meher S B said...

@Sourav letting go is best,sometimes. And yeah, mush can wait ;)

@Blasphemous Aesthete Hope they do get narrowed soon. Thanks.

Disguise said...

Whatever doesn't kill you, makes you stronger :)

Splurgerina said...

There are only a few people in the world with whom you can fight like that with..for love, for attention..and even though you fight, you can never imagine life without them. You don't feel like that with everyone so keep him close!! :)