Friday, March 25, 2011

I spilled the ink across the page, trying to spell your name.

You don't need anybody to tell you who you are or what you are. You are what you are!
-The John Lennon



I am what I am. As much as I'm as open to judgement and criticism as everyone else around me is, it's not something that makes me very comfortable. Being judged. Criticism, I can take. Judged, I am, many a times. Do I like it? Nobody's asking me.
I'm ugly, I know. Smart, yes, very, thank you very much. Intelligent, yes, I'd like to believe so. A decent writer, maybe. Not half as good as she wants to be but improving. Sensitive, only regarding a few important things. Possessive, of the very same things. Egoistic, not the least. Confident, yes, a bit too much, maybe. Arrogant, sometimes in anger. Cranky, in loneliness. Happy, when alone, too. High self-esteem. Peaceful, serene, and sometimes, mysterious.  


Have been thinking since quite some time to get a form spring for this blog. But then again, is there anything you guys would want to ask me, or is there anybody out there even remotely interested to know anything about me, or talk to me? Maybe, yes, maybe not. I don't know. It's an idea that's toying in my head and I might put it to action, or might not. Is there anything that I can be decisive about right now? I don't know that either.






Far away, the thoughts serenade,
in quick, random movements,
they dance, sometimes in fury, sometimes in urgency,
sometimes, in induced calmness.
But how am I responsible for the same?



7 comments:

divyanshu said...

left me confused.. keep writing.. :)

Nikita said...

I love you...
and I do wana know you more and more...

That's the reason people come back to you , read you and leave comments coz they wana know you more....

Hugs....

Hugs..

CATGIRL !! said...

u seem soo much like me...i wanna know MYSELF more :-))

Eon Heath said...

Hey, Hi
well i donno wat it is u wanna add gal...but, WHERE IS MY CHAT BOX?? u took it off wen u changed the template... :( bad...i luvd it soooo much...
anyways, am cool... i know the good things in life dont last, so no regrets. was good wen it lasted. ok, now i seem to be cribbing a lot for a chat box.
fine description abt yourself...n wen i read the part of ppl wnating to knw u and talk to u, i expected a hell lot of guys gearing up, but then, i noticed the other sex more interested in you...nice. :P
hehe...

Regards,
The Silhouette...
p.s.- the comment went way too long..

Blasphemous Aesthete said...

I added formspring a few days ago. But then I have come to doing this, that I am never asked a question about me, its just a random question, which needs a random answer, through which we could make the reader laugh, or cry or whatsoever. Plus, when you try to know somebody while writing, we often get time to think before reply. So, it can be tricky getting the real original thing out. What we receive is the refined, suited for us version.

Cheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete

The Many Colours of Happiness said...

Of course we want to know more about you! I just love your writing, it's so great to read more about the person behind it :) And thanks for your comment, I am so glad that you swapped degrees and followed your heart!

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